fuckin-broke-up

Anyways.. sblom ke point of my post. gua mau ngabarin kalo gua hari ini bakal begadang dengerin lagu dgn tema broke up or something like that. pasti lo tanya, kenapa lagi danya? well, i'll tell you what happened with me.

So, 2 hours ago I had a bad news. This is more bad than a news of murder. This is more hurt than we injured ourselves. This is more tortured than we whipped ourselves. You know what I mean? I mean, I broke up with my boy. Do you shocked? maybe you do. You know that me and him were really in love but.. why we do this way? Its a secret. Nobodys will know. And I thought, this is the right way for us..... so that, he'll never got a suffering again. So, I can't do anything. I just can let him go slowly... from my mind... Well, I thought I will move on and changed my whole life from the beginning. Is anybody wants to move on with me? :'(. But he promises me that on graduation day we will get a relationship again but I'm not sure. And I dont know why I'm not sure.

"love borns with a smile, grows with a kiss, dies with a tears"

I'm very agree with that quote. When me and him first in love, we're very happy and seems like the whole world were only me and him. That's the pro scene. then our love was growing growing and growing. Its the very very very excited sene I think. and then, TONIGHT......we ended our love. Its makes me sad.....

AAAAAAH YAUDAH POKOKNYA GUA SEDIH DAH. CAPEK NGE SOK BRITISH. Hemm skrg gua lagi gak bisa ketawa. Senyum aja gak bisa ya gmn ketawa, hhh. tp tdsih gua ketawa m 2 detik ha-ha gara2 kakak gua ngelawak. Sekarang gua lagi denger lagu-lagu sedih, download lagu sedih, nyari quotes yang sedih, nonton dvd film sedih, pokoknya semuanya serba sedih......I know it sounds lehbuy but beneran deh gua sedih parah. uda kaya kiamat rasanya coy! ah gila tp jgn sampeeee..

Pokoknya sekarang perasaan gua tuh sedih berat, kecewa berat, kesakitan karena pinggul gua (td gua hampir pingsan coy, jd lagi berdiri gt jatoh jadi pinggul gua kaya bunyi KREEEEK) ahhh gila mampus bgt gua kasian. Ya allah, kenapa sih gua harus di kasih penderitaan yang kaya gini? Kenapa????? Gua kebanyakan dosa??? atau apa????? Please god, gimme a chaance to get back with him. I really loves him.. :'(

-Danya Saporta :'(